Quadeca – I Don’t Care! (Lyrics | Video 2019)

Lyrics “I Don’t Care!” – Quadeca

I swear, they only love me when I’m not there
I know you trust me but I don’t care
I swear, that I don’t care
I know you love me but I don’t care

You know I was born up at the top floor
But I came out at a basement
Mom wanted me to be a doctor
But I came out as a patient
Now I get a thousand DMs everyday
I had a fan telling me that I saved him
Saying that he loving everything I make
And I couldn’t take a single second out my day to make his
I’m just getting number
Every time I see my numbers
Every time I see the bottom
Every time we see each other
Every time I pop a bottle
Every time I hit the lotto
Every time I see tomorrow
I just really want another
I’m just stuck between the gutter
In the rain, it ain’t pain, that i’m feeling
But it’s something in the same kinda vein
That I’m healing from, I wonder why I feel so little
Cuz I ain’t been on the top
I think I’m somewhere in the middle

I swear, they only love me when I’m not there
I know you trust me but I don’t care
I swear, that I don’t care
I know you love me but I don’t care

So what, so uh, So a, hole in my soul
That s**t looking like a donut
You and me can laugh together
But I don’t think that thats gonna put it back together
I’ve been living like I’m stuck under the covers
I know this’ll make em proud
But I know they gone need another and another
And another and another and another like I’m DJ Khalid
With a mother f**king stutter

Today I woke up, grabbed my phone
To check the gram I started scrolling
Got a message from a dude without a profile picture
S**t was long as f**k, I thought that he was trolling
So I tried to swipe it out but accidentally must of opened
I said f**k it, guess I’ll read it, now that’s it already loaded
Had a sudden premonition, but it faded in the moment
So I focused, started reading
Lemme try my best to quote as he wrote it, it said
My homie was a huge f**king fan
Used to play your s**t everyday
He struggled with depression and he told me
That the music was the thing that always set him straight
But I guess it must of gotten to much, for him
Killed himself a couple months back, it’s felt so f**king long
But it reminded me of him when you popped up on my page
And I went and started listening to a couple songs so

Keep doing you bro
He followed up with a post from his friend
It was a screenshot of my track
I, clicked the profile full of R.I.Ps and the comments
S**t I couldn’t even stomach looking at
But all the sudden, in the instant everything felt grimmer
Read the name again and realized it sounded familiar
Clicked the DM, to see if he had talked to me before
Saw this was the same kid I consciously ignored a couple months ago..

I swear, they only love me when I’m not there
I know you trust me but I don’t care
I swear, that I don’t care
I know you love me but I don’t care

Apathy
There’s no reason to be mad at me
That’s just how it has to be…

Quadeca | 2019

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