NBA YoungBoy – Letter To Big Dump Lyrics | Audio

Lyrics Letter To Big Dump – NBA YoungBoy

Oh, Desmond
Hold on, oh, my friend
Ooh, ooh.. I tried, I tried, I tried

Lil’ sister left me and I ain’t been the same
Still see my daddy hiding’ somethin’ from me and I think it’s pain
I thought this money would change everything, and it did
I don’t know who I’m is, I don’t see my kids
I lost my friends, I need you now
I’ma tell you now that I got my back against the wall
But I’m not f**ked up, I just need to watch ’em all
I clench my fist, I know they see my flaws
Oh, he show them all love, all
But they not real, they not here for me, my n**ga, huh
I put my gun down, I cry every night for the ones laid down
I sit in our ‘Ville, lookin’ down on our town

How the f**k he gon’ treat me like I ain’t his son neither
Why the f**k she gon’ treat me this way behind a b**ch
When I showed from the start I’d never leave her
Look inside my eyes, I know they seen evil
But I been this way since I was a child
And I feel I’m the one who deserve to leave here
I had a conversation with the man who contracted your life to be gone
I hope you seen my progress and glad I’m movin’ on
I’m grown, I got a beautiful family up inside my home
I see the whole city bashin’ me
But when they had the chance to play with me
I ain’t needed one of ’em, drop their nuts to see
That I’ma make ’em bleed

I bleed, big Bs
That’s me, I ain’t change for no one, nah
I ain’t get the chance to see Ten daughter
And it’s f**kin’ with me, slime
Her daddy out there thuggin’
And I’ma have to be the one to hold her down
My baba, I apologize
I think about how this all gone wrong and then I cry, my n**ga
I’m a real Christian, I think of you and I issue Allah
I say, Amen, but all for you, I learned ashe
They think I’m crazy from all this pain runnin’ deep through me
All the hurtful things, I just sit ’round and play like I don’t see
Give up all these things for to feel my grandma kiss on me
Broke down and I cried, ran to the bathroom, Jaz followed behind
She had to hold me and tell me, Everything gon’ be fine
Oh, I’m slime, I pray for Thug askin’ God one more time
If you ain’t had one, we all deserve a second chance to shine
Motherf**k that jury, I send a million dollars right now to shine
That’s if you need me, ’cause I know one day, I’ma need you, n**ga
He went on live, I heard his son say he smokin’ on Top, huh
That’s f**ked up, you mad I speak my mind and you my f**kin’ fam’

Fire, I adapted and it don’t burn
I’m havin’ plans on goin’ higher
Spread my wings, fly away on my own
I told ’em that I would be so real
Searchin’ the skies all for my friends
I’m tryna find a way on your end
Promisin’ you I’d never leave again

Never left me, nah, never left me, nah
And I ain’t missin’ you now, I know you see me smile
I’m in this big-ass house, limited love, I need all
Got off of drugs, I’m strong, no, they ain’t feelin’ me now
I’m gon’ take the long road
And I don’t care, I’m not scared of anything that I run into
The long road, long as you there
They ain’t ever been able to f**k with us, I know we good
No, they don’t know me good
Try to find another that go about it like me, they’ll never do it
Ridin’ through my section, everyone property, I done been through it
Wh*ever truly proud of me, I just tell ’em all, We could all do it
Bud let my daddy, brother and my uncle and I hold it down for ’em
But even when I call he won’t come, but s**t, I’ma go to war for him

Tell my enemies, My soul strong, I don’t need to bear arms
Please leave me ‘lone ’cause if you f**k up, then I’ma have to touch you
N**ga, I’m one one, no, f**k that, n**ga, I’m on a million
Savin’ all these millions for my children, it’s time I help civilians
Before they get caught up in all these killings, I know you you this serious
Givin’ all this s**t back to my city and they system plannin’ to kill me, dirty world
Daddy steady text me, I don’t wanna talk, my n**ga
Gave you the world, I even gave it to the ones spit me out, my n**ga, and you still don’t hit me
I seen you run off when you down, my tears soundin’ like a fountain
Ain’t even from upstairs, know my daughter hear you
Tell my judges, Let me takes some flowers to my grandma’s grave one more time
And I won’t give my time to y’all, not one more time
My light not dim, they shut it off, but again, I’m gon’ shine
A man before anything, who the f**k is I, Lil Top

Fire, I adapted and it don’t burn
I’m havin’ plans on goin’ higher
Spread my wings, fly away on my own
I told ’em that I would be so real
Searchin’ the skies all for my friends
I’m tryna find a way on your end
Promisin’ you I’d never leave again

Never left me, nah, ooh, oh, man
You never left me, nah
You ain’t ever left me, n**ga
I had to sit, and, I had to sit and tell myself that
I don’t tell you nothin’ personal, man
You wouldn’t believe the people I been havin’ conversations with
I feel good about myself, I feel good, bro, it’s crazy
I’m over here, I’m gettin’ myself together, Dump
I’m startin’ the real n**ga, I’m too real
I’m holdin’ it down, man, I know, I know for a fact, you proud

You all the meaningful things, and
That’s where you at right now, my n**ga
So I know you know it’s a bigger side of life, you heard me
I’m still tryna get my friends on what I say
The ones who I thought was my friends, thought was my friends
I’m tryna get them to see I never turned my back on you, n**ga
I’ll forever go, I’m on anything you on my n**ga
Long as it’s the right thing, you heard me
I got a family now, I wish you could see my daughters, Dump
You hear me, My Mumu and ..
I got Klemenza too and I got seven others
It’s a beautiful lifestyle, my n**ga, it’s a beautiful one
And no matter what, I don’t wanna lose this for nothin’, you hear me
But I’ll lose it for the ones who love me
I still ain’t get put in no family pictures yet, my n**ga
I think I gotta, I think I been livin’ in a false, in a false tale, or some s**t
In a life that ain’t real, you hear me

But I gotta understand, though, it’s a lot I gotta understand
I still got a lot of more growin’ to do
Ayy, I know she listenin’, but, man, ayy tell my grandmother, I did it
I did it, n**ga, you hear me
In a, in a minute, I’ma come back
And take care of your family the right way, you hear me
Shoutout BandMan, that my lil’ n**ga, man
Shoutout .., man, my n**ga Jeezy
I already got y’all but boys straight
Quincy comin’ home in a minute
Ayy, this s**t get gangsta, n**ga, this s**t still gangsta
I had to learn it ain’t worth it

But you know it’s when I’m workin’
I’m workin’ one from behind scenes, you hear me
I had to tell ’em, This money ain’t purple, it ain’t green, these all blues
Haha, let’s see if they catch that, let’s see if it go over their head, n**ga
This money all blue, n**ga, you hear me
And down South, the sky orange
But up here, the late-night sky blue
Hold it down up there, man
I’ll be headed your way soon
Flyin’ like a eagle, searchin’ for ya
And I ain’t gon’ stop until I find ya
Sincerely, your lil’ brother, Lil Top
Go holler at lil’ sister for me, man
Tell her, It’s all good, my n**ga, it’s good…

➤ Written by YoungBoy Never Broke Again
Produced by Jake Angel Beats
NBA YoungBoy | 2022

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