Lyrics US – EST Gee
It was ‘posed to be us verses whoever
We can be whatever, see together
You the first that ever said I was special
I would say Stay dangerous, not careful
Wish I would have been with him October 2nd
Same year that my mama went back to heaven
Had a death threat from someone they call the devil
It’s a curse and a blessin’, I’m proper level
When I miss, I mention my direction
Beezy, we on weapons in brodie kitchen
Syrup sippin’, only way that I get rested
Home member, seein’ none of y’all bendin’
On nine, they fast, I’ll spin it
Back-alley, off all the streets, sittin’
I was in desperate need of a healer
Same time mama cryin’, gettin’ sicker
Please forgive me for times I was trippin’
Since a young n**ga, when I knocked Jigga
She’ll always say I had a temper
Them boys had convinced me the streets, so I listened
Yeah, who am I to say different
Who am I to not remember
Before the cash and bad b**ches
And the fake n**gas and ass-kissers, it was us
Yeah, yeah
Don’t wanna trust, don’t wanna love, it was just us
Yeah, it was us
Don’t wanna trust, don’t wanna love, it was just us
Yeah, it’s still us, yeah
Please don’t turn on me, I got a knife
Backstab, never, heal right
He had trenches runnin’ away a fight
Died on his face on a chill night
Colder than ice, lower his eyes
Holdin’ ’em tight, kissin’ with Brian
I know the march, we’re livin’ past the guys
After all that it took to survive
They asked me what happened and he tell a lie
What you try and hide All of this truth, torture, and disguise
I need a black, boost my high
But at this very moment in time, I can’t let it go, let it slide
S**t I done tried, had the fake stones, do a cry
Yeah, who am I to say different
Who am I to not remember
Before the cash and bad b**ches
And the fake n**gas and ass-kissers, it was us
Yeah, yeah
Don’t wanna trust, don’t wanna love, it was just us
Yeah, it was us
Don’t wanna trust, don’t wanna love, it was just us
Yeah, it’s still us, yeah…
➤ Written by EST Gee, John Gotitt & Ajcookin
Album: MAD
Produced by John Gotitt & Ajcookin
EST Gee | 2023
